Working with Azard has its moments. I mean, the guy's
seriously reliable and super dedicated to his job, which is cool. But, you
know, there are times when I feel he's a bit too eager. Like, he'd shoot off to
report stuff to Habeeb without giving me a heads up, especially when it's about
my accounts. It's like a surprise attack during meetings, and it hits me in the
professional gut. Feels like my integrity's taking a hit, you know?
We teamed up recently for an observation plan at IGMH.
Having some help was nice, but deep down, it felt a bit like a playful jab. I'm
grateful for the support, but it makes me wonder if getting others involved
hints at some dissatisfaction with my work. It's been a bit of a trend, and I
can't help but question why they brought me in if they keep looking for
alternatives. Sure, I'm getting paid, but it messes with my head, making me
wonder how much they really value what I bring to the table. It's like a tug of
war between feeling competent and questioning if I'm really fitting into their
puzzle.
I'm not really upset with Azard; he's a good friend and a
genuinely good person. It's just that I'm not perfect, and that's why I'm
feeling this way.
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